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You Have To Love What You Have To Do
When you ever think, ___________________ is something I need to do, you have to do it. Your unconscious has sent the projection, and there is no need for finding a way to not do it. We have to trust that inner source and that inner wisdom within us. We know what we need for ourselves, and we know what we have to do. We have to love what we have to do, for what we identify as what we have to do, represents who we truly are. We are what we do, and we are not what we way we should or need to do. Our actions define us, and our thoughts and emotions do not. Our thoughts belong to us, and so do our emotions and actions, but the one which truly defines us is our actions, or what we do. No one gets excited when a man says he "is smart enough to become a doctor, but never chose to do it."" The man may be being honest, self identifying as intelligent and even capable, but without the actions taking place, an actual doctor could refute this claim. In reality, the lack of action did all the work for the outspoken one allowing others to hear this claim. No one really cares about what you should or need to do, honestly, unless that person is still waiting and waiting for it to come true. A loved one, or a very special someone, may give you more time to follow through, but in time, the lack of action will be the only communication. A partner does not want to hear us continuing to promise and share how we know we "have to start doing better, " for we do not want to ever lose that special someone. They accept the promises........ until they do not. Our lack of action speaks immense volume. Once we have identified something as something we "need to do," we really HAVE TO DO IT, and if we do not do it, we will find ourselves, in time, falling into a pit of emotional pain. Depression is a projection from our subconscious, meaning we have let a part, or all of our parts, down. Depression is honesty a form of self love, but far too many take these emotions as being simply who they are. Antidepressants are meant to be taken daily, according to prescribing doctors, many of which rarely speak to the client about the deepest root to this emotion, and the antidepressant becomes an addiction for the individual who has now been identified as DEPRESSED. Depression is not a death sentence. It is a reminder that we have fallen off of our path, and we are in need of LOVE. The love we need is not from someone else, and while this can be helpful, NO ONE CAN LOVE US MORE THAN WE LOVE OURSELVES, so the true answer to the questions of depression come from us. We have to do what we know we need to do for ourselves. We need it, so we deserve to identify what we need as a must, or a HAVE TO DO. Whatever it is you know you have been knowing you need to start doing more of for you, slide this action into your HAVE TO DO. Be mindful of what you HAVE TO DO, and DO for you. If you are experiencing sadness, or darker sadness.... DEPRESSION, embrace this HAVE TO DO LIST, and assess how long you have you been saying you NEED TO Do things which have yet to be done? Ask yourself this, whenever you are experiencing sadness, darkness, depression, and various levels of anxiety. The fear of failing can often cause someone to not try. The fear of having everything we want, for many, is what causes them to sabotage. It seems silly to think we could possibly be afraid of success, but survivors of trauma will often have this happen with them. Be mindful of my SELF LOVE RULES and SUBCONSCIOUS SEEDS, for you have to know you, for you are the only you, and this life only belongs to you. Whoever has hurt you has lied to you- If you were ever made to think and feel you can't be successful in life, by someone who hurt you, intentionally, this belief you carry is a lie. Let it go. No one will love you more than you love you- When you identify something as a HAVE TO DO, set aside time for you to at least make the plan for a change. If it relates to how you treat someone, embrace no one can love them more than they love them, and once they get this fact, they will be gone. Do not wait to change, when it comes to how you treat others. Treat others with love NOW. Love What You Have To Do, so that you can enjoy What You LOVE TO DO, without worrying about all the HAVE TO DO things you have yet to do. We all procrastinate, at times, and if we can truly LOVE WHAT WE HAVE TO DO, the fun, LOVE TO DO things will be even more enjoyable. When we only do what WE LOVE TO DO, leaving what WE HAVE TO DO... for later.. we are losing our focus, and hopefully, the anxiety of us doing this will make us come back to the path to DO WHAT WE HAVE TO DO, LOVE WHAT WE HAVE TO DO, so that we can protect our love for ourselves. I will be back in to write more... :)
Your Thoughts Belong To You
You are the one Who your thoughts belong to Always think for you Never against you You must decide yourself You deserve to live Each day With so much to give To your number one Which has to be you You are the one Who your thoughts belong to you When it is time to fight the battle up inside your mind A stronger warrior than you You will never find You are the one Who your thoughts belong to Always think for you Never against you You must decide yourself You deserve to live Each day With so much to give To your number one Which has to be you You are the one Who your thoughts belong to you
There's A Bear With You
Bear with me, please As I bear with you But when you care to see There is a bear with you Yes A bear just waiting there Next to you Send him down the hill And he will bear right through Any challenge or resistance You need to face As we all bear witness The mix of strength and grace Making those without a bear Make you feel bare and out of place The thing is... Those who walk with the bear Can light up the entire place The bearless ones Like to have their fun Allowing their envy To manipulate The chosen Bearful ones You have forgotten about the bear As though it was a disgrace The bear was made to hide When you were left there bare inside Inside The Bear took things in stride Every once in a while The Bear would sneak in And Slide...... Down the hill again Enjoying his fight For his one true friend You Yes You Please bear with me As I bear with you Are you ready to bear witness to YOU The Bear With You He Belongs To You And He Wants You To Know HE IS YOU
No One Can Love You More Than You Love You
No One Can Love You More Than You Love You Embrace this as being true and you will never ever worry about the love around you because you know no one loves you more than you It makes it so much easier for you to Find the Love you Need around You When you don't need Someone else's air to breathe You don't need their opinions For YOU To find something you believe No No No Stay Aware Of all the deceptions trying to hypnotize you With lies about you No. Take a deep breath in let it go No One Can Love You More Than You LOVE YOU This doesn't mean you don't have love all around you It just means you love the sound within you As you get up and continue and wiggle those thoughts around and make them right within your mind YOU CAN BE YOUR OWN ADDICTION meaning You can rise above all perceived afflictions Look down Pick and choose How much Time Energy Do you want to lose But Entertain the right for you to just stay Look the other way and climb away Keep on rolling MOVING YOU No One Can Ever Love You More You LOVE YOU No one else is within your brain No one else has carried YOUR PAIN NO NO NO Never justify inflicting pain NO In this HELLIFIED WHIRLWIND Trying to survive within It's so much better to be giving From within Within this HELLIFIED Sometimes the weight is too much and it keeps on pushing you down But you keep yourself up You keep your SELF Off the ground Drop the weight associated To all the lies To all the tries Cut the ties and let go of the trance Change your thoughts for you As you pursue EXACTLY What YOU want from YOU
You Can Be Your Addiction
You can be your addiction, meaning you can rise above any perceived limitation or hesitation about what you should or should not do with your time, your energy, and with your actions. You can pick and choose what you choose or choose not to do. You have the right to be choosy with what you choose to do or not do. You are the only one your heart is pumping blood for. You are the only one seeing with your eyes. You are the only one who has walked in your footsteps. You are the only one who carries your physical and emotional weight. You are the only one who speaks for you and has the thoughts within your brain. You are the only one your thoughts belong to. Substances.. You can be your addiction, meaning you can make every step and move you make about you, knowing you are the one who knows what is or is not right for you. This does not go along with someone who is narcissistic, or anyone who is selfish and never thinks of others. This does not mean that at all. What this means is you have the ability to pull away from anything that does not serve you well, knowing you can pick and choose what you use or refuse to use. We can think of a substance as a friend who has become, or has always been toxic. Maybe, way back, this friend made you feel good, made you laugh uncontrollably, and was there during your time of need. If we are looking at this relationship as an issue today, however, there is a reason for this shift. Relationships change, and this is no different with our relationship with substances. We know how people can be very intoxicating, and this applies to some more than others. You have the right to step away from codependent relationships, and you have the right step away from a substance that has taken on this same type of role in your life. Think of the money you will save, without having to pay the way of this toxic substance. You have the right to be here, and you have survived everything up to this moment, right here and right now. You also have the right to feel good and thrive here. Way back when, a substance or drug may have helped you to feel good, within this Hellified Whirlwind we are living in. A drug that once seemed to aid you, or help you get through, may have now brought more trouble than it is worth. I am in no way judging substance use, nor am I saying you should go use some substances. I am here to say You Can Be Your Own Addiction. You chose to allow this friend in the door, and if the friend is no longer making you feel like a friend, embrace you can chose to refuse it's company. The drug has no life, within your life, once you no longer provide it life. People Can Be Like Drugs. They can make us experience a serotonin boost, and they have the ability to cause us to have a panic attack. They can make our heart race, bring chills down our spine, and they can cause us to have a heart attack, cause us to lose all of our money, and can bring trauma or an increase of trauma into our lives. Embrace our ability to immediately choose to look down, from a new baseline, anything you are questioning having a place in your life. You have the right to pick and choose, so be very choosy with whatever or whomever you choose to ingest. People.... You can be your addiction, meaning you can pick and choose who you want to spend your time with, knowing you have the right to pick and choose whose energy works with you or against you. Being your own addiction does not mean you do nothing wrong. Not at all, but it does mean you can decide, within any relationship equation, whether someone is right or wrong for you. If you feel things are not equal, but you want to stay longer, so be it, but it is good to know, deep down, you have the right to have things be equal, and one day, you may not want to stay any longer. You can be your very own addiction, which means you can pick and choose, and you have the right to be choosy.
Love Yourself Right
Charles Mendler, MS, LMHC, CCHt Get used to doing you at all times All those thoughts wiggling around in that mind of yours It's not a chore to rearrange, and lean right into strange Lean in to what you haven't done yet, And you want to do now Why not take a little bit Before getting back to all that other shit Right How about you no longer wait for you wanting to do you and feel right Within your mind As your mind takes you to another place in time About the things you had to fight through You can fight You have always been fighting and surviving Within this whirlwind we are in Ha Ha How about you take a little while Embrace your style Walk right into the ideal you Just keep on moving and grooving All the thoughts that keep coming in Wiggling them around and make them work for you Right So set your boundaries And just do you Spend some special time for you And what you're going through That's Right No one will ever love you more than you love you So do take some extra time into loving you Right No one will ever love you more than you love you So be more accepting of wats to show love to you Right No one will ever love you more than you love you So do put some extra time into loving you Right When you know how to love yourself right You know how to tuck yourself into bed at night A focus on your breath.. Your living and your breathing And a fighter and a survivor within this whirlwind Within this Hellified Whirlwind we are in Trying to survive within So much better to be giving from within Within this Hellified Whirlwind You never justify inflicting pain No, no, no... All choices Those are yours and yours to blame Whenever there is pain ever going on within your mind You embrace this time for you Is some time set for loving you Right
My Core Self Love Rules and Unconscious Seeds
Charles Mendler, MS, LMHC, CCHt By Charles Mendler, MS, LMHC, CCHt YOU ARE THE LIGHT IN YOUR LIFE I devised these for myself and for you. You may want to resist several or all of these, thinking this is a bit too much to think about yourself. You may find one or two trigger you, and I encourage you to consider this as a sign that you have come to the right place. Everything I make is with good intentions for whomever has reached out or is in search of answers. Whether one knows there is self love within them or not, it is there, but it is often tough love. We want to keep our love balanced, as best as we can, for we owe this to ourselves. Whether you know it now, or you evolve towards knowing it later, the closest people within your life are the ones who do their best to give you their 100 percent truth, and we owe this same type of effort for ourselves. When you think of who your closest people are, and you question the "100 percent truth," these rules will make a lot of sense, quickly. We have to be honest about what we need to improve upon, but we also have to be honest about what we have been able to accomplish and survive. All survivors are strong, and these self love rules are meant to help anyone in search of the answers within them. You are the one who has all the answers to all your questions about your existence, and my aim is to help you ask yourself better questions. No one is perfect, but this is your life, and you have the right to make it worth it. A big part of feeling better about your life is setting better boundaries, and these rules are meant to help with this, starting with you setting better boundaries within yourself. You are the one who your thoughts belong to, and no one else has ever walked in your same exact footsteps. This life belongs to you, and it is up to you as you pursue exactly what you want from you. I reference these rules as "Unconscious Seeds" because these rules are mantras which will continue to work within you, even after you read this entry, for they make complete sense, as you gradually allow each one to work it's way deep into your unconscious mind. We have a conscious and an unconscious mind, and there is so much potential, ability, and power stored up within us, once we stop blocking our evolution. So often, one will stop thinking and feeling their life can be better than what it is because of false teachings passed on to them. These seeds are for you and no one else. These seeds do not belong to those who have hurt you. Survivors are strong, and I encourage you to open your mind to these 8 truths I have listed and described below. I ask you take a deep breath in, hold it until you get a first tiny bit of discomfort, and release it. Let's make room for what's good for you, meaning we are letting go of what no longer works for you. No One Loves You More Than You Love You This does not mean that no one else loves you now, nor does it mean no one else around you loves you. It simply means you are the only one who has walked in your footsteps, has been through exactly what you have been through, and can actually make you do what you need to do for you. You are the only one within your mind, body, and soul. Once you can embrace that no one can love you more than you love you, you will find it gets easier to have the love around you that you want around you. You will find love being easier for you, and you will sense when someone has or does not have good intentions for you. The ones with bad intentions are ones who have yet to embrace this rule. It is hard to imagine someone loving themselves while also intentionally harming others. I don't think so. With this rule being understood, you may find you need a lot less, and you will also know that you can expect to have more of what truly works for you. You Can Be Your Addiction You can rise above all restrictions to your existence, knowing you can be your own addiction. This means you can become addicted to doing what is good for you. Does this mean you are then becoming a narcissist? No. Doing what is good for you will include you being kind and generous to the individuals around you who are good for you. You are the one in charge of what goes in your body, so yes, you can accept the challenge and resistance of facing against chemical addictions, knowing you are becoming more and more addicted to what is good for your mind, your body, and your soul. You are the one in control of you and what you do for you, and this includes what you choose to allow to go inside of you. It does not matter what others do or say. You are the one in control today, and every other day, moving forward, as you move towards an understanding that you get to pick and choose and be choosy who and what you have around you. You're living, you're breathing, and your heart is beating. Be addicted to these facts. You have the right to be here, and you have already shown you can survive here. Letting go of your addictions will enable you to know what you are fully capable of. You can be your addiction, and you can rise above all restrictions and afflictions. You get to pick and choose and be choosy with you. It is your life, and it is your life to live. To yourself, be willing to give. You Have To Love What You Have To Do What you have to do represents you. Yes, it does represent you, for you can have so many great ideas and plans for yourself, but without following through with them, you will find it is hard to believe in your own dreams. Loving what you have to do means you know you can wait to do what you TRULY LOVE TO DO, for WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO has to get done. When we have done what we have to do, we can really enjoy what we love to do, without hearing any complaints from anyone, including ourselves. We all procrastinate, at times, or all the time, honestly, but this is something that can be faced and replaced with you knowing this resistance can and will lead to further evolution. You are the light in your life, and you deserve to feel good about crossing things off your to do list. It is never too late to make a change, pick up that instrument, exercise more, reach out to that friend you lost contact with, get back in school, set better boundaries, start writing that book, get back to writing that book, say no to those who keep taking from you, block the ones who have hurt you, confront your abusers or takers you have survived, or simply get back to doing you at all times. I encourage you to embrace your thoughts belong to you. We can't control what thoughts come in, but when they do, they are ours, and we can wiggle them around to make them make sense. The only thing that makes sense is you doing what you have to do, which is doing what you need to do, leading to you believing in you, as you pursue exactly what you want from you. You Are The One In Control You are the one who your thoughts belong to, and you are the one who owns your choices. You are also the one who carries the emotions that you are feeling now and always. What we do represents who we are. If we tell someone we will change, they will never believe us unless we show them the change. This equation is the same within our own minds. We are the ones in control today, tomorrow, and every other day. While there may have been times in which control was take from us, we are living, breathing, and our heart is beating. We survived all of that, and today is is up to us to embrace It Does Not Matter What Others Do Or Say, We Are The Ones In Control. Feel this within your mind, body, and soul. Whoever Has Hurt You Has Lied To You If you are holding back on doing what is good for you, or you are holding back on what makes you happy, it would be good for you to assess who taught you this. We learn from great teachers and awful ones. We learn from leaders and people who are encouraging our light, but we also learned from the takers of our innocence, the bullies, the sociopaths, false profits, and those who are simply dark within their mind, body, and soul. If whoever hurt you told you that you can't do what you would love to do, embrace this as being an essential truth. Whoever has hurt you has lied to you. Abusers lie with their words and their actions. Anyone who has physically harmed you, for no reason, lied to you by showing you that you deserve pain and that you do not have the right to defend yourself. Anyone who said hurtful things to you, only to make you feel bad about who you are, taught you that you deserve to have mean things said to you and that you should never feel comfortable about your own thoughts. Anyone who violated your physical space and forced sexual acts onto you, taught you that you do not have the right to treat your body like the temple it is. These abusive acts taught many things, and all of these teachings are lies. You have the right to be here and strive here. You have the right to set boundaries and decide who you want in your life. You have the right to treat your body like gold, and you have the right to have pleasure. You have the right to choose when others are allowed to touch your body. Your body belongs to you, and so do your thoughts and emotions. Your choices belong to you, and I encourage you to choose to accept how "Whoever has hurt you has lied to you." There is a whole world out there waiting for you, if you have not noticed, up to now. Take a deep breath in, and let it out. Let your continued breath enable you to break ties to the lies associated with the ones who chose to hurt you. Take a deep breath, and take one again. Push the negative out, and pull the positive in. Give To The Givers, and Set Boundaries With The Takers It is a Hellified Whirlwind in which we are living in. So many are doomed before they could even begin. You are here, so you have survived everything leading up to this moment, right here and right now. How you got here, I do not know, but you are here. As a survivor of severe trauma, I chose a path in which others could confide in me. I have broken my chains, and my purpose on this planet is to help others break free. Give from within, within this Hellified Whirlwind we are living in, which means you are kind to those who have never done anything negative towards you, and you begin setting boundaries with the ones who have. So often, people carry anger out into the world because of what is happening within their home, but if you hate the world out there, the world will absolutely hate you back. We can never justify inflicting pain onto the innocent, regardless of any of the pages within our story. If you have, stop. We can never justify inflicting pain. Those choices are yours, and you are the only one to be blamed. Be kind to those who are kind to you, but also be kind to the world around you. This does not mean you walk around giving away your things, doing everyone else's work at your job, or you never ever cut into traffic to get to work. Not at all. It simply means you will gradually start building up your support network by being kind to the givers in your life, learning to set boundaries with the takers in your life, and embrace your ability to improve the vibrations you carry within you and around others. You are the light within your life, you have made it through all the dark times within your life, you have the right to be here and thrive here, and you have the right to cut the ties to the lies associated with whatever has been done to you. Walk with strength and pride, and never allow your good inside to hide, no more. You Have To Love Every Part Of you You have to love every part of you, even that part about you which makes you doubt you. If there is a part of you which makes you doubt you, imagine you bringing that part of you over to you now. Let's make that part of you about you. This does not mean you are perfect, but it is your life, so you have to know you are worth it. If this thought is a challenge for you, lean into this resistance, knowing this thought will be quite easy, once you love every part of you. Whatever this part is to you, it is a part of you. This part of you can be improved or enhanced, in most cases. If your insecurity about this part stems from your story, or your trauma, I encourage you to embrace your trauma is you. It was never your fault what was done to you, but you have survived everything leading up to this moment. Survivors often leave a special part of them behind, when enduring trauma, but it is never too late to go back and pick it back up. I encourage you to imagine a mirror of you a head of you, but this mirror image of you is the Ideal You. You know, the You who you would love to be, if only things had gone the way you dreamed. It looks like you, but this you knows something you don't know. This you may appear stronger, leaner, smarter, and more confident. Maybe this you dresses better, communicates with potential partners with ease, and is able to set boundaries with toxic family and perceived friends. Maybe this you is intimidating to you, but guess what.....? It is you, so now, close your eyes and imagine yourself walking right into this mirror. This is you, and it is who you will become, when you are ready to embrace you and what you are capable of doing. You will find this so much easier, as you embrace the strength it took for you to get here. We no longer have to hold back on any part of us, due to trauma, knowing all parts align, as we embrace our trauma story is our story. We own the pages in this book, and we are here today. You are here today. Embrace you, and accept you are already the evolved version of you. Abundance may not be around you, yet, but once you are more and more accepting of who powerful you are, do believe you will struggle running away from having everything you want. Your abilities and talents have caught up to you. Embrace you, Love You, and be open to your evolution. Wherever there is resistance, there is a chance for your growth and evolution. Embrace Your Amazing This is not a typo. When you make it through a trauma maze, there is an amazing quality you learned. The tougher the maze, the stronger the quality. Trauma victims leave something behind, back in the maze, upon their abuse, and within a survivor's healing, he or she will be able to tap back into this hidden valuable resource. Survivors of severe trauma, stemming back from childhood, may have multiple mazes that must be solved, but the good news is he or she has already made it through each maze, for we have all survived everything we have ever faced, leading up to this moment right here. When someone endures childhood trauma, the maze of this trauma, if untreated, will carry into the next stage of the child's development, and this will carry all the way into adulthood. Never understanding what you have survived will lead to constant struggles with peers, family members, and within love relationships. Solving these mazes can take a great amount of work, but it well worth it, for the survivor will be able to tap into the deep strength it took for he or she to be here today. There are amazing qualities within the mazes, stored deep down, where the trauma took place.
Your New Baseline. Breakups are tough, but they happen for a reason.
Charles Mendler, MS, LMHC, CCHt I would like you to imagine yourself looking over the edge of a mountain, looking down upon a maze. While paying closer attention to your breath, I would like you to accept the pull of gravity, enabling you to feel grounded while going further into this reading. As you breath in and out, think of you tapping into your inner energy, stemming from your story and what you have survived up until today. You have survived everything you can think of, with regards to your memories of your life, including your ex and that relationship. I reference your looking down because you had to climb the mountain, so that you could get away from what no longer made sense to you. Your toxic relationship had you confused about who you are. You lost something about you. You felt lost, as though your partner told you to go left when you should have gone right. At times, you feeling lost was acceptable because you knew you were doing the best you could to help your partner get right again. Over time, however, you realized you could not stay in this maze any longer. You realized how many times you had to go back the way you came, so that you can try again to find yourself, while also carrying someone else on your back. You have grown quite strong from this process, but back then, your strength was pushed to the limit. You are now looking down upon this time, knowing you have survived, but also knowing your partner will be calling for you to come back down to help, to have one more "special moment," or some other reason, attempting to tap into your empathy, your light, your compassion, and your love. I reference you looking down because you have grown from your survival, and you looking down represents you looking back at the former life you had. A life in which you felt uncomfortable, confused, and made to feel you had to hold back on "Your Amazing." See, for every maze you have survived, you obtained an amazing. This does not mean the same as "you are amazing," but after you finish reading this, I would like you to look in the mirror and say this to yourself. Your partner will probably try again, seeing if you will fall back into the maze. Those with an amazing draw the attention of "The Takers" in the world. A life filled with taking means you never really grew anything of your own, and it means the individual has yet to heal from their own mazes. Takers can't help but try to take from the givers, but this does not mean you ever have to consider it. You have the right to stay right where you are. You have the right to stay right where you are. If you are reading this, as someone who came out of a toxic, abuse, violent, or unfulfilling relationship, embrace you will never feel good about going back to a place where you cannot be you. You will never feel amazing going back to a time where you never felt amazing. You will never feel good giving away "Your Amazing." You have the right to stay where you are. If you are someone who broke away from a relationship where you were simply not satisfied, embrace your right to not give any more chances. Is it because your partner never works? You do not have to go back. Is it because your partner needs counseling and refuses to go? You do not have to go back. Is it because you are experiencing compassion fatigue, due to your partner making you the counselor, while also saying he or she does not need counseling? You do not have to go back. I am asking you to go back to the breath Let gravity remind you Each and every time you Feel conflicted about what is right for you Embrace the survivor within you You have the right to say "No" If you do not want to go Don't go You have the right to feel good And make this feeling your addiction As you allow that thought to take hold Embrace you can let go of your affliction If your ex resembles an addiction Look down at this affliction Be honest with zero restrictions Embrace you are your addiction As you are sitting on mountain top, looking down at your ex-relationship, I encourage you to take hold of the following mantra seeds. As you read them, whether you are fully ready to accept them, lean into your resistance for accepting them. You know they make sense for you and can work for you, and now it is time for you to embrace the love you can have for you. Self Love Rules. Whenever you do get that call, tempting you to go back down into what you do not truly want, consider falling back on these self love rules. Embrace these truths about you, and you will let go of ever being around those who are not right for you. Do not settle for anyone who intentionally harms you, betrays you, hits you, or repeatedly lies to you. You have the right to treat yourself how you want others to treat you, and this would involve those who repeatedly hurt you, don't ever deserve you. You deserve you. You deserve you, and once you embrace this, you can turn the other direction, towards your future, and find what is just right for you. Here are my "Self Love Rules" No one will ever love you more than you love you You have to love what you have to do You are your addiction
Embrace "Your Amazing." You have to love every part of you You are the one in control Whoever will hurt you will lie to you It's A Hellified Whirlwind No One Will Love You More Than You Love You- No one else is in your thoughts, carries your emotions, deals with your pain, or gets you up out of bed every day but you. Embrace your love for you, and you will find it easier to find love around you. You Have To Love What You Have To do- Whether you hate or like what you have to do, you have to do it, as what you have to do, represents you. Doing what we have to do is about us embracing we have the right to accomplish what we need to accomplish and be who we were meant to be. You Are Your Addiction- Be open to gradually, or abruptly, letting go of what you do not need in your life. You can separate yourself from the toxic ones in your life by embracing your life is your addiction. Do for you, and do your best to keep doing what is for you and not against you. You can choose to use and abuse yourself, and you can choose to say no to the abuse towards you. Make your health and mental health your addiction. Embrace "Your Amazing"- For every traumatic event you have survived, there is a special gift within you, and if you are not aware of this gift, consider engaging in some deep trauma work and clinical hypnotherapy. We will go find it. Actually, you will find it, and as you are on your search, my voice with go with you. You Have To Love Every Part Of You- You have to love every part of you, even the parts about you which make you doubt you. For any of those parts, be open to facing them, and embrace you cannot hide from them. All parts of you are you. Accept what you can control and what cannot be controlled. Improve what can be improved, and embrace you. You Are The One in Control- It does not matter what others do or say, you are the one in control today. It is essential we embrace what we can and cannot control, and always know you can control what you do. You can choose to do things to help you, or you can choose to give your energy to others first. You can choose to hurt you, and you can choose to let others hurt you, but you can also choose to turn and walk in the other direction. You can make any essential correction at any time. Whoever will hurt you will lie to you- If you are a victim of any form of abuse, embrace the ones who hurt you lied by showing that you deserve to be harmed. You do not deserve to be harmed. If your ex intentionally caused pain to you, embrace this relationship carries lies within it, and you can let go of any false teaching that rests within you. It's a Hellified Whirlwind- So many are doomed before they could even begin, within this Hellified Whirlwind we are in. I choose to give from within, which means I do not give to those who have taken from me. I set very clear boundaries with them, or I cut them off. This is my right. The givers have the right to no longer allow the takers to take from them. Give to those who have never taken from you, and set boundaries with those who have. Allow these self love seeds to start growing deep within you. If you read through these a couple times, each day if you can, you will remember to apply them to your life. All of these make sense, and in time, all of these will be accepted. You have the right to be happy, and if you feel happier now than when you were with your ex, allow happiness to be the new addiction. You are the addiction, and if happiness is what you want, let go of what made you unhappy. You have the right to do you, so do. If you ex starts yelling up to you, from deep down within the maze, use these self love rules to remind you of your new baseline. You have the right to be here. Be aware of your choice to keep climbing, far away from what you left behind. We can always come back to learn about ourselves, but we will not find our happiness behind us.
Remaining In Control Within A Country Losing It!
With so much madness happening within our country today, many question whether things will continue to get worse, and it is understandable that many have this concern. What do we know? What do we control? Does it come down to an election change, or are our issues running far deeper than politics? Has the polarization of issues such as masks, race, inequality, science, and violence been incited with intention? Are any of the conspiracy theories real? Who can we believe? What can we control? Who is a danger to us? Can we trust any politician? Are the vaccines safe to take? Why is my family supporting him? Why are they mad I support who I support? Can I trust my family? Why would the vaccines be considered unsafe? What can we control? What is truly within our control? WHAT CAN YOU CONTROL? WHAT DO YOU HAVE FULL CONTROL OF WITHIN YOUR LIFE? This is a common question I ask my clients. While surviving in a world where there is so much out of your control, YOUR BREATH is something you can control. Putting a focus on our breath can be very soothing. You are breathing, so there is hope. You are surviving within the madness, and survivors are strong. Putting a focus on our breath? Yes. If you have already tried meditation, self hypnosis, or other forms of relaxation and self soothing, you already know what I am talking about. For those who question the value of putting a focus on your breath, do not feel bad about what you have not already learned, as we only know what we know. We do not know until we do, and with regards to putting a focus on our breath, many minimize their own ability to breath peace and comfort to themselves. You are not alone. We never think about our breath unless we can see it, can't catch it, or we feel we have lost it. Within these crazy COVID times, many have learned from a very traumatic experience and battle, while many others knew their time was nearing the end because of their inability to breath. Putting a focus on your breath, and engaging in daily meditations, has shown to be very helpful for our mental and physical health, and offering yourself a safe space, involving both privacy and time, can also be seen as a very spiritual experience. Putting a focus on our breath, while giving our conscious stress a break, reminds us we have the ability to put our focus on ourselves for at least that moment, and it can bring tremendous relief. Within this world we are living in, this Hellified Whirlwind we are living in, it feels so much better to give from within. This is a phrase I use often, and I am offering more of an explanation of what it means. If I am asked what I have control of within my life, I say "how I treat those who have caused me harm and the ones who have never caused me any." We really are unable to justify inflicting pain on someone who has never ever caused us pain. We have full control over our actions. WE CAN CONTROL WHAT WE SAY AND DO. Thoughts come through our minds so rapidly, we do not have full control over what comes in, but we do have control over what we do with our thoughts and emotions. For some, this may seem untrue or simply too hard to accept, but accepting our ability to choose is essential within our survival within this world we are all living in. Being 100 percent accountable for our actions is a form of self love, as it shows we are truly honest with ourselves and others, and it enables us to require only the truth from others we interact with. YOU WILL FIND YOU EXPERIENCE FAR LESS STRESS AND ANXIETY WITHIN YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU ARE CONSISTENTLY ATTEMPTING TO BE HONEST WITHIN YOURSELF AND WITH WHAT YOU SAY TO OTHERS
You Have To Love Everything About You
YOU have to love everything about YOU Because if you hide a part about YOU YOU will have doubts about YOU YOU HAVE TO Love everything about YOU And this does not mean you are a perfect YOU If there is a part about YOU That makes you doubt YOU Go to that part about YOU And make that part about YOU YOU can keep on growing this part of YOU Keep on showing YOU what YOU can do YOU can keep on improving This part about YOU Not as strong as the other parts about YOU Which will help improve All the parts of YOU YOU have all the good that you have ever known about YOU Even the parts you have not recently gone to Still stored within YOU Waiting for YOU Your Shadow YOU Will remind YOU Projections are internal corrections Embrace your ability Within your choice selections It is never to late to go back to Something you used to love about YOU It is never too late to Learn how to love everything about YOU
You made it through the maze. Embrace Your Amazing. It belongs to you.
You found yourself in a maze. Such a craze, it seems. You are not sure how to make it through I understand. I do. But maybe it is you who needs to understand too. Maybe it is you who must understand you. It is you who must embrace you and what you can do. EMBRACE YOUR AMAZING! Your confusion within the maze right now May stem from a time when you weren't sure how You could ever make it through The maze laid out for you Back then There was a maze for you You had to fight through You learned to see in the dark Found a way to build warmth Bring fire with a spark The questions you asked were never heard Your senses evolved Your brain problem solved Your favorite answers Came from your word You were taught to hate by the ones who brought pain So love became your answer for you You had to adapt to the pain Calculating in your brain Because your plan was to make it through You were not given instructions how to make it through The instructions had to come from you The best questions always came from you Answers always rest within you You could not be taught By those who carried the curse Who gave up their right and accepted their worst They chose to succumb to the worst of the worst With the light You are one who has broken the curse It is time to EMBRACE YOU'RE AMAZING Time to embrace YOUR AMAZING Your amazing is within as it began back then When you refused to succumb To the minds of the numb You were way to0 smart With investment in the heart You walked right on through You were told you were crazy Insane to face that maze Told you would not be able You had learned on your own Far away from your home Only the weak minds Believed this fable Embrace you are amazing, which means you embrace you have an Amazing About You!
Remind Her Who You Are
Charles Mendler, MS, LMHC, CCHt I am going to share a situation that is so common, with regards to relationships, and with regards to men. We forget who we are, at times, and we must embrace we are doing nobody any good by holding back on who we are. When we find ourselves projecting negativity onto the world around us, it means we know deep down we are holding back on ourselves. The best way for us to feel better about ourselves is for us to remind ourselves who we are. I am not saying this applies to everyone, so if you know you have been consistent with you doing what you need to do for yourself, awesome. If you are someone who knows you have been holding back on yourself, leading to you questioning who you are, what you are doing in your relationship, whether you are safe any longer, or whether she is still feeling you the way she once did, it is time for you to REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE!! It is very easy not worrying about anyone else, meaning life can be so much easier when you are not worrying about "what she is doing." When a single guy first meets the woman who is just different than the others he has experienced, meaning he thinks he may have found someone he wants to spend way more time with, it is essential this guy continues to do all the things he was doing when he first met her. If he does not, over time, he loses who he was, and this can then lead to the woman he changed for no longer being into him like she once was. Can we blame her? No. Do we blame her? Sometimes. In the minds of many men, we think we are doing right by giving our special someone more time. We assume this is necessary for us to make her happy, or we assume we have to pull back on being the alpha we were because we are now a "Relationship Guy." These assumptions can cause us to maybe work out less, fall off of our body sculpting diet plan, spend more money than we were spending, stop hanging out with our friends, or stop engaging in the creative outlets that were becoming increasingly meaningful. These were merely some examples, and there are many others which could be used, but it all comes back to the amount of time we assume MUST BE SPENT WITH HER. This woman, who has taken our hearts, is a woman who showed her eager availability to a man who was working out, taking care of his body, showing control with his money, had a cool circle of friends, was often very busy, and showed a unique talent with his creative gifts. If we fall back on any of these things, or any vital things about you that were not mentioned, we not only start to harm ourselves, leading to insecurities and projections, we also stop being that KING our QUEEN invested all of her eggs into. She put all of her eggs into one basket, assuming we would remain the man we were when we met, so we do no justice to ourselves, our woman, or the world when we hold back on anything we once found essential to us. "WHEN WE LOSE OUR WAY, WITHOUT REALIZING WE ARE LOST, WE MAY LOOK TO OUR WOMAN FOR GUIDANCE, BUT NOBODY CAN LEAD US BACK TO OUR PATH BUT OURSELVES" Projections are signs that our unconscious is unsatisfied with where we are, and while these may seem like a bad thing, they aren't at all. These projections, or triggers, are signs that we can still go back to that moment where we left our essential pieces to who we are. Projections, however, can be very ugly to the outside world, and they can often feel very ugly and toxic within us. Jealousy is one of those projections, and we all know jealous feelings never make us feel good about ourselves. When we act on our jealousy, we feel even worse, and it shows the one we love another side to us. It shows a weaker side that may not have been shown going into the relationship. When we feel threatened by someone by someone else, or we feel internally threatened by the unknown individual who we have never seen and do not even know exists, it can mean we no longer think of ourselves the way we once did. If we have been holding back on our self care, aren't exercising, are spending way more than we are making, aren't feeling as close as we once did with our close friends, which is often a wrong assumption, and are no longer putting our unique creative mind into things the world has never heard or seen, we may find ourselves intimidated by a man who is doing all of these things. We may find ourselves jealous of a man who barely does any of these things, but he may present as though he does. We may find ourselves glorifying another man, thinking he has enough juice to take our woman, while our woman has never expressed interest in any way. It is then our jealous actions which may make it even clearer that we are not who we once were, to our woman, but in the mind of a creative who is not creating, he may assume he himself has no understanding of how to get himself back. The unique creative mind creating outside is powerful, but the more powerful it has presented itself on the outside, the more powerful it can destroy you on the inside. Maybe the fears and worries are assumptions, but unless the warnings of our woman are taken, we may inevitably cause our woman to forget who we are as well. Can we blame her? Sure, but is it really her fault? No. We must never forget who we are. If we go into a relationship with a swagger and light that could take over a room, we do nobody any good by holding back on that. When we hold back on who we are, or when a relationship puts us in a place where we experience feelings of fear, one or more of our gifts may have fallen into our SHADOW. The intense fear of being hurt can be traumatic, and even when the fear is unjustified by anything that has specifically happened, it is essential we soothe ourselves, face our triggers, and face our fears, so that the part of us we left behind can be rescued. You are still the man you once were, but you must be willing to back into the SHADOW to rescue the part of you that keeps reminding you what you left behind. Nobody will ever love you more than you love you, and your negative self talk and emotions represent your tough love for yourself because your unconscious refuses to forget who you are. We are our toughest critics, so we must be our strongest ally. Jealousy is creative, and it is common we think and feel things that are not real, especially if the creative is no longer putting their creativity into magic, but sometimes, us forgetting who we are, for too long, can cause us to push away from our vital parts of our relationship. Even the watered down version of us must still abide by the rules and structure of our relationship. The projections and jealousy can lead to us being less attractive, less desirable, and less sex-able by our woman, leading to even more self hate, jealousy, and internal anger. That anger, when not checked, can also lead outward, pushing our woman away forever. These baby tantrums can also land you in jail, causing your dreams to be even further away, but also causing you to potentially making a real shift from who you were. Once we allow our weakness to overflow into physical aggression, we are no longer the man we once were. Our weakness should never lead to someone else feeling our pain. We are the hero in our story until this happens. We still have to carry on, but who knows if we will get back to the path we once had. There is always hope, but inflicting pain because of experienced pain will lead to a more intensified pain and trauma. Never forget their is a light within you, but if your projections and self hate are leading you towards a path where you are considering crossing lines you have never crossed, and breaking laws you would never have considered breaking, the best thing is for you to pull away from the relationship. Work on you, so that you can work, and with you loving yourself more than anyone else can, the relationship can come back. Depending on what has happened, you may never want to go back. With you loving yourself more than anyone else can, you will never fear these things, and without fear, you will know you have embraced the light within you. Always know there is someone to speak with you and help you. I am one of those someones. My name is Charles Mendler, but you can call me Chuck. I am a Licensed Mental Health Counselor, Life Coach, Clinical Hypnotherapist, and I am an abuse survivor. I will be revisiting this topic often. As I said above... The unique creative mind creating outside is powerful, but the more powerful it has presented itself on the outside, the more powerful it can destroy you on the inside. You Are The One Who Your Thoughts Belong To. Always Think For You, and NEVER AGAINST YOU. This means that once you know you have the light within you, you turning that power inward can be confusingly damaging. If you go into a relationship not questioning yourself, and you begin experiencing negative thoughts and feelings within the relationship, you are being creative against you. When your mind goes against you, and when your mind is creating stories with you as the one being treated poorly or being abused emotionally, embrace your ability to make something magical for you again. Create through the hate, and never procrastinate on creating through the hate. You have the ability to make good from bad and give the world something it has never ever had. If you have turned inward already, or you are in fear of whether this ever happens to you, never give up hope for yourself. The more powerful your destruction has become on the inside, the more magical it will become once brought back to the outside, once you are ready to remember the good within you. Once you remember who you are, it may take time to get fully back to where you were, but you do not have to go back the way you came. You actually cannot go back to where you were because you now have new wisdom from the side step journey you have taken. While this time may not have been your proudest time, your experience from this has brought you wisdom. Your emotions may have been against you, but now, with you beginning to take steps forward in a positive direction, a direction showing that you know, nobody can ever love you more than you love you, embrace you will exceed where you once were. Be open to how you have grown from this traumatic experience, and this has added to what you are able to do moving forward. We learn from our mistakes, and it is better we identify our mistakes as learning experiences. We only know what we know, and our personal journey represents our unique hands on education on how to live. Your relationship with yourself is the most important relationship you will ever have in your lifetime. Whether you know this to be true or not, it is true, because nobody can ever love you more than you love you. Never forget who you are! You have a light within you, and once you know, you can never pretend to not know. There is a light within you.